15. zzzomgosh.
i guess i've never been so scared.
this is the worst situation i've ever handled and i must say i done a bad job.
sucks.
sucks that i didnt calm down and i panic and i didnt know what to do and my mind wasnt thinking right.
fuck that the whole incident is making me traumatised over and over again.
and its troubling me so badly.
cause it keeps appearing in my mind.
jiu ming ahhhhhh............