alive and kicking for 19 years.
currently studying in Republic Poly.
Diploma in Sports & Exercise Sciences.
part of Team Republic Canoe.
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031. Back to square one.
Thursday, February 25, 201010:49 PM
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30. Happy C.New Year + Valentine's!
Sunday, February 14, 201010:47 AM
Heh, the first day of chinese new year is the most happening. especially at 9am! :) Take a look here: So as i said, see them this year's Valentines! SO HERE GOES!! -     - HEEEE!!!! So i won the bet with Wilson! This year's lion is red! He was saying it was orange! i said cause Valentine's so its either red or pink! YES I WIN! HEHEHEHEHE! MORE PHOTOS UP AT FACEBOOK! I UPLOAD TONS OF PHOTOS! More visitings later. :) Ah, mama houseeee!  - Happy Valentine's Day, Joachim! Come back soon! |
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29. Moving on.
Friday, February 12, 201010:53 PM
Finally, its over.. The first day of Semester 2, i took the train to school with the same faces. Today, as the last day of Semester 2, i took the train back west with the same faces. I started off, and ended off, still, with familiar faces, and i'm glad/relieved/happy. my daily grades for module 15 was, A A A AWESOME. hahaha, except for physiology, it was. like. X. :/ i'm praying hard not to retake physiology or prescription omg, please nooooo..... UTs are finally, like finally, finally overrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr........ I think i'm so used to not signing into MSN once my laptop's done loading. Its like, ok Documents - RP - (Module) - 6P - loads up all the related 6p and starts reading. MADNESSSSS! AHAHAHA, suddenly dont feel like surfing the net is meeee. So WELCOME HOLIDAYSSSSS! and, of course, ahem, the. training schedules.. and.. hell. Theres nothing much to look forward to this chinese new year. no much new clothes, nothing much just a few kgs gained. :/ It'll be the same old thing and, hmm, we'll see how it goes? like, i cant wait for everything to be over. head back for training and work. Watched Valentine's Day today. A great movie, something so nice, so amazing that i could relate to. :). might wna watch it again. :) Alright, we'll see how busy this whole CNY thing can get. will blog more often i hope? Bon Voyage, Joachim. :) |
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28. Joamugglezx.
Saturday, February 6, 20106:25 AM
 Thanks for being so patient. Another A coming up for your Nutrition UT? You jiayou. :) Time check: 6:29am. Ok, i think i'm ready for the UT. ok wait, ALMOST. ok wait, maybe not. urm. i think im ready. I think. =( Why am i feeling so... scared. ok time to bathe. im wide awakeeeeee. please dont fail me. i want to pass thisssss. |
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27. Oh Nutrition, Oh Nutrition~
Friday, February 5, 20108:22 PM
great.
awesome. School is finally overrr. ohhhh myyy. goshhhhh. Next up. UTssssss. I have one tomorrow. 8.30am. Nutrition. I'm facing one whole chunk of words. But i'm here blogging because i wanna thank Minghee for the notes. powerpack! Ok. i'm off to bathe. wo hen, iglish ticktchy. |
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26. Told you so.
Thursday, February 4, 20101:00 PM
I really like pushing people away. to see who will come back, and stay right with me. This pain is kind of killing me. "no wonder nobody likes you.." maybe you're right. i dont need anyone to like me. again, i lose all the motivation i had back 2 days ago. im back at square 1. i wna give up. i wna let it all go. i want to push everyone/everything away. i want to be alone. i dont need anyone to pity me, understand me when they dont know any shit about me. get it? im 19. im still in my own world. and i just talked to my dad about death. DNR. the tears still surprised me. its never ending. |
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25. I feel good.
Monday, February 1, 201010:57 PM
yay! i think i miss this feeling so much. im getting so excited for the upcoming ones. but halt, only one part that benefits know. the swimming. :) feels good to be, embracing the water all over again. i miss swimming. recalled how much i love swimming back then. i dont mind swimming 3 hours straight knowwwwwww. :):) big mega thanks to Catherine today. think she almost died, and shes gonna turn in very early today. hope you sleep well. hehe. MYOB, yo! quit trying to step over one's head. what? they suppose to report to you? heh? wheeeeeeeeee. feels good to be back doing cardioo. ah, this week seems so. rushing and packed. and how to study for ut. =( ok very very very tired noww. swimming does wear one out. oh, pay is coming in. am deciding to save up, till i topped up the used amount of money, or spend it on a new swimsuit and goggles. mmm... goodnighttt. |
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24. Hope!
10:20 AM
"nobody wants you to leave. i dont want you to go." "endure." "determination." - I'm still unsure about this, but i'm gna try. Now i know what i want, from here, im walking towards it. Swimming starts from today. Wna take this opportunity to thank Adeline, Angeline, Catherine, Xiaojun. - Thanks for never giving up on me, despite me being so angsty all the time. i realise i've been angry with myself/everybody for a long period of time. its time to stop. I'm sorry for the constant venting and all. Thankyou for offering to take turns and swim with me. Being angry for being injured isnt worth it. i'm gna start from where i fell. time to get up and, Go. Thanks for wiping all the tears i've shed. Thanks for never asking why, but just you being there when i try to push everyone away. Thankyou, Joachim. <3 |