alive and kicking for 19 years.
currently studying in Republic Poly.
Diploma in Sports & Exercise Sciences.
part of Team Republic Canoe.
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26. Told you so.
Thursday, February 4, 20101:00 PM
I really like pushing people away. to see who will come back, and stay right with me. This pain is kind of killing me. "no wonder nobody likes you.." maybe you're right. i dont need anyone to like me. again, i lose all the motivation i had back 2 days ago. im back at square 1. i wna give up. i wna let it all go. i want to push everyone/everything away. i want to be alone. i dont need anyone to pity me, understand me when they dont know any shit about me. get it? im 19. im still in my own world. and i just talked to my dad about death. DNR. the tears still surprised me. its never ending. |