im fighting my mind, and eyes,

refusing to shut down. so i'll just blog as fast as i can,

and hope that things i typed now make sense.

SIWF came to an end, a huge relief for me.

everything is over, now the paper work.

swear i hate summaries and overviews.

granted 1 and a 1/2 day off and just when i was thinking of when to take the leave, and enjoy myself, i fell sick.

2 days mcs. i guess that could just cover up the off days.

great time over at mama house today. Ian still is as cute as ever.

as for Rae, just kept crying. :( dont know whats wrong. her eyes are so puffy.

went to lot 1 before heading home with pillow.

pillow says he never eat famous amos cookie before!?

im gna get him a pack! it tempted me alil too. :(

sucks to have cravings when you're sick.

this could be my last post here.

im either moving or i'll stop blogging.

i'll still be at tumblr. :)

everybody moves on right?

so till then guys!

How the time passed away? All the trouble that we gave
And all those days we spent out by the lake
Has it all gone to waste? All the promises we made
One by one they vanish just the same

Of all the things I still remember
Summer's never looked the same
The years go by and time just seems to fly by
But the memories remain

In the middle of September we'd still play out in the rain
Nothing to lose but everything to gain
Reflecting now on how things could've been
It was worth it in the end

Now it all seems so clear, there's nothing left to fear
So we made our way by finding what was real
Now the days are so long that summer's moving on
We reach for something that's already gone

We knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how
We would end up here the way we are
Yeah we knew we had to leave this town
But we never knew when and we never knew how

alright people, time for some updates? heh.

Life at SP has been pretty good and enjoyable so far.

its been a month there.

people are good, all is good.

busy much, after SIWF, i'll definitely feel a sense of achivement. :D

have been living without the mp3 for prob a week going two?

firstly - due to the songs in it.

secondly - earpiece is working only on the right.

thirdly - mp3 is faulty.

haha, new playlist please but first of all, send it to creative.

songs like,

qing ge, ni bu hui, wo zhi dao and fei ni mo shu is currently on repeat in the office everyday. i think Elly is quite sick of it. but because its on repeat, somehow, i know the lyrics by heart already. haha.

did i mention on 20th of may i met up with Bryan. recently i caught up with Joey. :)

hahaha, i swear they're still as chatty as ever and Bryan, you really, need to stop growing. :(

haha, chill out together soon instead of individually yoo!

positive mindset throughout and seen improvements in training too. especially for long distance. last sun and training earlier in the day was awesome. 7 and 9 big rounds respectively and my focus was there and i didnt even think about giving up, chui, or wanting to stop and just leisure paddle. haha, not bad not bad.

except for the coughing. aye, bad bad bad.

clearing much of storerooms i think. the dust is horrible.

BUTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!

heh heh, lost weight yo.

im at the weight i previously was back in secondary school.

how awesome.

oh oh, harddisk has been revived too.

and, what else what else.. hmm..

ok i think nothing much.

well prepared for the busy week ahead.

so, update someday soon again!

and, great movie just now. :D

i didnt know Jaden Smith was Will Smith's son until pillow told me.

heh heh. okkkk~

aye,

why must this always happen.

so, the truth hurts.

it caved in. and what more and so on and so on.

just didnt expect it to be this way.

thought you were different. :/

"i think you thought who confirm"

make sense..

ok lah, all is over.

good to know,

good to go.

keep going, keep going.

stronger than i've ever imagined myself to be.

so amazed.

the capability to endure this long.

viviphang, jiayou! :)

You're like a storm against the window
Follow me around just like a shadow
I'll swim a never ending ocean
Until you bring back your devotion

It's like I live a thousand lifetimes
Still looking for the one that feels right
See, moving on just isn't working
You lit the fire that I'm burning

And all I've been doing is protecting
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others set me thinking
We could be more than just amazing

I guess I'm holding on to my faith
A solid hope I'm heading your way
And crawling over is so tempting
We could be more than just amazing

I couldn't see it
I must have believed a lie
If I admit it would you let me make it right
Is it all gone
Oh no

We could be more than just
We could be more than just amazing

And all I've been doing is protecting
A lie for the sake of my pride
While all the others set me thinking
Straight to the point of what I'm feeling
Oh we could be more than just amazing

idk how all this blueblacks end up on me. :/

and i realised i've been bitting and somewhat chewing on my knuckles. :/

eek.

very ugly colours.

dad & mum & bro left.

popo has been crying like. idk.

i give up man...

uncle is hopeless.

tell me if it makes a difference.

if it doesnt..

then...

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