alive and kicking for 18 years.
currently studying in Republic Poly.
Diploma in Sports & Exercise Sciences.
part of Team Republic Canoe.
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28. Joamugglezx.
Friday, February 5, 20102:25 PM
 Thanks for being so patient. Another A coming up for your Nutrition UT? You jiayou. :) Time check: 6:29am. Ok, i think i'm ready for the UT. ok wait, ALMOST. ok wait, maybe not. urm. i think im ready. I think. =( Why am i feeling so... scared. ok time to bathe. im wide awakeeeeee. please dont fail me. i want to pass thisssss. |
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27. Oh Nutrition, Oh Nutrition~
4:22 AM
great.
awesome. School is finally overrr. ohhhh myyy. goshhhhh. Next up. UTssssss. I have one tomorrow. 8.30am. Nutrition. I'm facing one whole chunk of words. But i'm here blogging because i wanna thank Minghee for the notes. powerpack! Ok. i'm off to bathe. wo hen, iglish ticktchy. |
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26. Told you so.
Wednesday, February 3, 20109:00 PM
I really like pushing people away. to see who will come back, and stay right with me. This pain is kind of killing me. "no wonder nobody likes you.." maybe you're right. i dont need anyone to like me. again, i lose all the motivation i had back 2 days ago. im back at square 1. i wna give up. i wna let it all go. i want to push everyone/everything away. i want to be alone. i dont need anyone to pity me, understand me when they dont know any shit about me. get it? im 19. im still in my own world. and i just talked to my dad about death. DNR. the tears still surprised me. its never ending. |
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25. I feel good.
Monday, February 1, 20106:57 AM
yay! i think i miss this feeling so much. im getting so excited for the upcoming ones. but halt, only one part that benefits know. the swimming. :) feels good to be, embracing the water all over again. i miss swimming. recalled how much i love swimming back then. i dont mind swimming 3 hours straight knowwwwwww. :):) big mega thanks to Catherine today. think she almost died, and shes gonna turn in very early today. hope you sleep well. hehe. MYOB, yo! quit trying to step over one's head. what? they suppose to report to you? heh? wheeeeeeeeee. feels good to be back doing cardioo. ah, this week seems so. rushing and packed. and how to study for ut. =( ok very very very tired noww. swimming does wear one out. oh, pay is coming in. am deciding to save up, till i topped up the used amount of money, or spend it on a new swimsuit and goggles. mmm... goodnighttt. |
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24. Hope!
Sunday, January 31, 20106:20 PM
"nobody wants you to leave. i dont want you to go." "endure." "determination." - I'm still unsure about this, but i'm gna try. Now i know what i want, from here, im walking towards it. Swimming starts from today. Wna take this opportunity to thank Adeline, Angeline, Catherine, Xiaojun. - Thanks for never giving up on me, despite me being so angsty all the time. i realise i've been angry with myself/everybody for a long period of time. its time to stop. I'm sorry for the constant venting and all. Thankyou for offering to take turns and swim with me. Being angry for being injured isnt worth it. i'm gna start from where i fell. time to get up and, Go. Thanks for wiping all the tears i've shed. Thanks for never asking why, but just you being there when i try to push everyone away. Thankyou, Joachim. <3 |
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23. Injured Athletes.
Wednesday, January 27, 201010:28 PM
SPORT INJURY — HEALING THE MIND AND BODY by Nancy Rebel, SIRC Dealing with the physical side of injury is only half the battle. We can not forget to address the importance of healing the mind of the injured athlete. Many things can influence the way a person feels about their injury such as: the severity of the injury, previous injuries, their position on a team, their family and friends, and the type of sport they play. Girls often experience greater injury anxiety than boys. - All of these factors combine together to leave the athlete dealing not only with the injury but a whole host of fears and insecurities. A player may experience fear about feeling left-out of team activities. They may feel that they are letting themselves and their teammates down. Some may feel that they will lose their place on the team with prolonged absence. - Many may have a fear regarding their ability to return to their pre-injury skill level or re-injuring themselves. Some athletes have trouble with their self-esteem and self-worth, wondering who they are if they can not be the athlete they are used to being. feeling me? |
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22. hehehe.
Tuesday, January 26, 201011:21 PM
me: bi, why do dwarfs always laugh when they play soccer!!!! Joachim: erm Joachim: duno Joachim: lol me: because the grass tickles their balls. Joachim: hahahahha Joachim: SHIT Joachim: NO WONDER I ALWAYS LAUGH lolll. ^^ |